*__ my world

2010-04-16T23:53:00.005+08:00

2010-01-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

2009-08-14T10:13:00.001+08:00

wished ive been here before to know what to do.

2009-08-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

i am seriously a weird girl, i must say. why am i not taking chances? i have heard of " hold on if you feel like letting go" but does it apply to this situation that im currently in? i feel lost. so much for wanting to get lost. here i am

i bought another pair of heels, i LOVE IT. and how i wish i could go around walking in it like nothing really matters. nothing at all.

2009-07-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

Muah. Harry Potter was soooo awesome, in fact, it was such a good summary of the book! amazing i could remember stuff that was coming. Gotta re-read my Deathly Hollows. Where they were travelling! kekekke eggciting shiets.

here goes.
G.I Joe on the 6th!!
FINALS in 4 Weeks. (MOO)
Hope my Vietnam trip is approved. man. eggcitingz
i Really want the HTC Dream.
my mom ruined my Burb Bag =( Kinda
I really wan a Burb wallet matching the bag.
My cotton on leopard print umbrella is screwed.
HTC Dream.. ahhhhhh~
Picnic @ botanical gardens with whoever.
Sentosa w whoever.
if i ever study abroad. ill bring my cat over for sure
and its not weird to carry around my cat's pic w me!
and i hate this feeling im having.

2009-07-18T19:33:00.004+08:00

alright here's something new. hell yeah, you cant read my pokerface. Haahah.
Anyway, I really really wanna buy a shoe, dont ask why, i dont know either. and plus, I really wanna have my own damn room so things wont go missing. And also, i want the HTC Dream. i saw a stranger using it in the lift and in my mind, i started planning how im gonna rob her. Maybe a crack in the head and a few punches and leave the lift with the fone! ^^ Desperado much.

Im loving my Ninja Playlist! Ha! there's five songs in there btw, click click click!

** Hey Gerri!!! have fun in Hollandxzxz! Muah. Bring me back a Holland guy! =)

2009-07-16T21:22:00.004+08:00

started off the day with being kicked out of organic chemistry lab due to me wearing slippers. i think she heard me say kanasai and walked out. we werent handling corrosive liquids anyway, paranoidzxxxxxxzx. thank god for the short lab and we had 1 half hours to spare till maths. while Lyd was at home looking like a frog. HAHA

1st week of schoool was, kinda slow, but i like it. I like my mates. And its because of them im gonna love my life in Poly. haha. Common tests results came out and i suck. So not used to this. No surprise for failing engeneering maths cause i skipped 2 of her lectures and lack practice. kanasai. If only i coule major in the whole of Biochem.

Today was exceptionally fun! I was bored and just checking whether fir's working, i like to ask people random questions when im bored. ( Mind you, 3 hours of maths lecture) and he was and since i miss flyer hell loads, i decided to bring the mates over to Flyer! It would've been more happening if they didnt have to meet their demanding girlfrends after the ride. kecoh ah.
Anyway, when you put 5 teens who are totally in holiday mood in one cabin with a camera, we started doing silly, krazy things. haaaaaahahaha.
i wanna upload stuff but i freaking lost the adapter screw to that.

had shrimps with Lyd at MS eh sialahhhhhhhhhhhh shrimps. lazat oi.
and and i really wanna use my bro's DSLR, but, its so bulky!
i crave for good pichas.

oh well.
Few weeks more till vacation! sooooo eggcitingxzxz. 2 months of partying.
For now, back to not knowing what life is, which equals to doing reports.

2009-07-10T23:56:00.001+08:00

i really had the mood to blog, really, but, its gone now. haha. shitzo.
anyway, sometime i picked up from a book,

" I had fallen in love, even if he was still finding his way. "

I hate such quotes. Attacks every part of me from every corner.

2009-07-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

Why does Monday come before Tuesday
Why do summers start in June
Why do winters come too soon
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up, oh why
Why do we love if love will die

Why does Wednesday come after Tuesday
Why do flowers come in May
Why does springtime go away
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up, oh why
Why do I love you tell me why

2009-07-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

you can't be kidding eh, i'm feeling feverish all over again, gosh, i cant stand this feeling. take it away please.

Before this, fri night was spent cycling with flyer guys till dawn breaks, it.was.awesome. Never have i did something so extreme like that. i mean literally, the whole treacherous journey, i was praying in silence ( that explains why i didnt talk when i was cycling. haha ) and so, i got myself, no irfan, got me into an accident. sucha confident stunt he pulled off, but well, part of it was my fault. that caused me 2 awful injury and nothing on him.
Was so tiring i could feel the bicycle seat on my ass right now, stuck.

thank god school is only on Friday. Today was a good 1st day of school.

2009-07-01T20:54:00.003+08:00

Aussie Love. Favourite picha!

Hey ho, i dont know whether its good to be back, really, i really do love aussie since i was first there in 1999. Sucha lovely aussie.

Congrats to Kak Yati and Ruz, finally tying the knot. Was a lovely 3-day wedding. A unique experience i had. Met a few really nice people and spent time with Dean and Bebe. Ahh, bebe i cant get enough of her. So bloody cute.

Also had a chance to go clubbing in aussie, under guest list too ^^
and honestly, maybe that wasnt the best night they had. But the club is huge and spacious, wasnt really used to it. haha. Nevertheless it was fun! Aussie ppl are pretty huge, therefore the large space i reckon. hmmm.

You also have no idea how much ive been praying for this 1 week extended holiday. If it didnt happen i wouldve screwed my Biochem and maths along with organic chem.
Sucha krazy risk to take. thank god for the pigs. really.
Talking bout pigs. i felt so feverish, so hot on Monday night and officially fever Tuesday morning, i of course panicked. Considering ive travelled. But But, i had the previous medicine to take so i took it and it worked well. That isnt Swine Flu isnt it, if it can resist Antibiotics? im taking chances here. hahaha. oh well, im fine now. kinda.

Getting in the mood to study again, after 3 whole weeks of not, is tough.....
krazy tough. maths oh maths, why do you have to exist, u can suck balls.
sucha pain in the ass. swear. Nevertheless, E learning is sucha waste of shit time, really, but hey i would rather that than skool itself.

did i mention i bought 9 pairs of shoes? oh yes i did.....

2009-06-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

I need to get this off my chest before I continue with the mountains of assignments right in front of me now. Why does it seem i have a lot to do?

Life without my Mother is pretty tough, emotionally, physically, mentally, you name it. And as for me, to juggle school and housework is one hell of a task. Let alone my social life, which is almost depleting right now, god.
Nevertheless, God, is always fair. In this so called "ordeal" i'm having, I have learnt to be independent, and most importantly, learnt that I have a loving Father, all this while. No doubt, it was awakward the first few days living alone with him.
As days go by, I felt that we were a team in this. A good one in fact.
We caught Terminator Salvation at Plaza Sing at 12.35 A.M, because he felt like it. I was estatic to hear him suggest such an "event". haha. It was a blast, the movie eh, sialah, awesome gitu. Serious Shit. And towards the end of the movie, he kinda fell asleep and I dont know, its the same feeling I get whenever I see my cat sleep.
He even went to work on a Sunday morning, while i was sleeping till the afternoon.
Went for Dinner, and a little grocery shopping.

This has got me thinking, taking over my mom'm position in the house, washing clothes, hanging it dry, folding it, maintain the damn kitchen, sweeping, cat's litter and what not, is really one hell of a job, and i never did lay my hands to do those work or help her, for the recent years. And that we ought to be very very thankful, my siblings and I. Which i don't think either of us has done, or even thought about it.

And for my Dad, its gonna be 4 days left before I leave, and sometimes i wish I never did book that ticket. To think that he is going to be alone, oh yes i'm sure about that, my brother is no type to go dinner-with-my-father kind. Its a shame. And it is today that I realize he has played the most outstanding in this family. Even though he is seldom around all this while.

I am very thankful for the past 7 days that I have lived, for I have learnt to know my Father for who he truly is, and that I his family means the whole world to him.

2009-05-31T23:52:00.002+08:00

Just got back from the airport yet again. God, it was heartbreaking to part with my mama. Right now all feels different. Even though its just 10 days, i don't know, i'm just so used to being next to her all the time. You know, to the extend of choosing her over my friends for dinner or shopping. haha. she ma best bud yoyooy.
I would like to post the pictures at the airport just now, but nah, i would start tearing again. )= 10 days, 10 days, Be gone.

and 11th would be my turn! wooopee. daddy said he might not be able to send me over to airport, now how sad is that? He even mentioned MRT, krazzzzzzzzy.
And if my bro works night shift, and daddy is working, that really means i gotta take the mrt. god, i need my momma! hahahaha

anyway, IZAN & FIR, TAKE OFF AITE SO U CAN SEE ME FLY OFF. KEKEKEKE.

2009-05-22T10:43:00.003+08:00

My Brother to Aussie today.
My Mom to Aussie on the 31st
Me to Aussie on the 11th. KEKEKEKEKEKKEEKXX excited much.

I'm in school now, early, cause my Daddy managed to fetch me here. Matter of fact, i'm very thankful for the very smooth week i had, it was nice. Very glad that things are smooth sailing right now. ( not referring to my school stuff. haha ) Oh well,

So thats 10 days without my Mom at home, i really wonder how i'm gonna survuve without her. Even for one day. Sounds really hard. And of course taking over doing housework and stuff, gila kaper.

And dad who isnt gonna go over to Aussie as he has work and all. i do pity him u know, he has worked his whole life and no time to enjoy. Oh well. when i earn mother big-bucks i'm gonna bring moma and dad around the world. Chedebah! ahahha,

alrightos, ciao!

2009-05-21T22:42:00.003+08:00

Miss you guys already! ahhaahhah

I need to:

have one day worth of sleep
have break from lab reports
have break from SP2
have break from BioChem
have another day of sleep.
QUIT BAND
organize my thoughts.
get interested in Super Junior.
CLUB ASAP. like ASAP.
collect my pay.
buy something from PRADA.
pick up a new skill.
enrol for license (KEKEX)
freaking eat right now.
STUDAYYYYYYYYY!

ive been through a hell load of shit, i'm sure i'm able to handle school.
Because right now, its reallly a lot of things to handle. Freaking science course.
I cant wait for 29th man, i miss that "nothing else matters" feeling, one of a kind.

2009-05-16T12:33:00.002+08:00

I hope all Fridays will be like yesterday, it was well-spend. I love my cool classmates. I know they've got my back. Was shopping at Zara and they helped me pick out the nicest ones while i go a try it on. Sweet or what? ahha! Hidayat desperately wanted to watch 17 again wahaha, klakar or what, but to no avail, Cine wasnt showing. Nevertheless, got ourselves a room at e2max ( god i miss that place ) and watch Mirrors! Eh, seram ceritenyer. And the favourite jaw-breaking part, woah.
Best seh, Zoo kan next next week? HAHA.

Lydia had a great time at Flyer! Keke, she saw you-know-who and i got all excited. I miss those cheeky days at work. No Kid. Wish i could repeat some parts of it, i miss serving inside the cabins, serve in the wedding capsule and got a complain just because i didnt provide them another champagne glass, what the hell. Eating leftover from the F&B capsules. Cock/Mock tails for flyer peeps, and not to forget the chocolates! Sedap to the max. Champagne Flights are the bomb. And of course, my companion when i get lonely in the VIP Lounge, The walkie talkie! God, i miss those days, i miss flyer dudes.

School is giler-babi. No shit. Had 3 hours of Organic Chem Lecture and 3/4 of it i was trying very hard to NOT sleep, but to no avail. It was Krazy that 3 hours, i caught no balls. Lucky i have Lyd, Yat, eh sorry, Raay (LOL), and An to make Friday what its suppose to be!

Gerri's Crib tonight.

krazy

2009-05-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

Tuesday: Had Gelare with Joshua and Yu Xiang omggggggggggggggggggg, it has been ages man! i miss them so much and oh god, so much laughter and we talked how school was good and how at times it sucked, and how we are all doing different things. It was a good catching-up session that i would like to do again! I miss them already. )=
& we didnt take pics together! shiets.

tell me you love me, come back and haunt me.
this is the only situation whereby i'll say 'haunt me' willingly, haha, no really, how sweet can this sentence get. smart lyrics.
Coldplay - The Scientist.

School's been good, had out first test, which HAD to be Quality Control, such a bore. but oh well, it was fine and the lecturer, hilarious.
And i am lagging in maths, OMG, its so had to even pretend i love it, talk about actually liking it.

Study session with clique tomorrow, haha, looking forward looking forward.

2009-05-10T22:20:00.005+08:00

okay i think thats about enuff pics.
ANYWAY, its been long since i got my ass out with gerri and so called the gang, apparently half of them didnt turn up, and dale being the ultimate Bitch, whats new right. ahhaha, i can never think of a way to NOT forgive him. such an ass.

Sat was well spent, did many many lab reports, putting together the pieces and i love starbucks. We forgot to have cake. damn. the guys went off for Wolverine(!) and i to sheeshaaaaa, god it feels good. wished they come in small packets. HAHA.
and ytd, i felt exceptionally like a minah just for that few hours sheeshaa- ing.
LOL, dont agree with me, pls.

Sunday was better because its Mother's Day!
and as usual, my brotherS NEVER ever in his life take note of such things, and i proudly gave my mom the bag that i bought her ytd from charles and keith (on sale)
lol. She of course, went krazyyyyyy ( yo momma she gets krazy! ) hahaha
AND I FINALLY HAD PRAWN MEEEEE, yums, see la IZAN, now if i dont satisfy my craves i'll get cranky! hahahahaha.
had ice cream at haagen daez, and she got a flower, she so happy she so happy!
Me love me Momma.
and i love buying shoes every Sunday.

NYP Band on Monday, woooweee.
I miss my so shiny AES Horn. Its a Beauty.

2009-05-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

its been awhile!
Anyway, the long weekend was gooooooood,
got my ass to JB finally on Labour Day with the family to get stuff for my bro's engagement this May. got a mountain of things and ate a hell lot, as usual.
Had seafood at Newton in the night, and god knows, how(thankful) and damn full i was.
Plus, managed to join the crew for KBOX at cine, woowee, one hell of a night.
if only they didnt ordered green tea, damn.

Spent the whole day on ENG MATHS on sat, killer man killer. i thot i was DONE with maths. screw screw.

and Sun was much more fun! because i had wantan meeeeeeee.

School has been a blast, well for now i suppose? I enjoy Labs!
and LUNCH TIME!!!! and many many food around.
and my classsssssssssssss (:

Thurs/ Fri = Cant make it for DBL O IZAN, me is going to be tired.
Sat = absolutely canot wait.

ciao people.

2009-04-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Week 2 and the list of things to do goes on and on.
Talk about the rest of the remaining years. grr.
I miss aes frends! esp 5/1! ahhhh, wondering how they're doing, all so far away from me )=
Hope all of them are doing good, wherever they are.

cant wait for aussie trip, to see how much it has changed since the last time i was there. cant waittttttttttttttttttttt!

yum,

2009-04-24T20:29:00.003+08:00

booyaa!
school's been great! the week passed pretty slowly, but nevertheless everything went smoothly. yum yum.
lectures are interesting except for a few really boring ones.
maths was krazyyyyyyyyyy yoyoyooy.
so many presentations to be done, all thrown to our face, rar.
biochem is the bomb though.

its weird too, not going out at night and coming back home in the morning.
missed that old routine of mine. having fun, going krazy in clubs and meeting new people and having really great laughs. i especially miss the times at tanjong pagar, where nothing really matters, except for whats going inside it. hahahah fun times fun times. and not to forget, reporting to work at 10am still feeling high, haha, never will i forget, best times ever!
aw, comon, not as if its not gonna happen again, right? hahaha

right.
wooowheeeeee, 3 years are sure to pass by in such a flash, so i shall capture every moment of it! Good or bad. (=

2009-04-16T02:08:00.002+08:00

woah, my dad has been in a very good mood, i swear, and hence i am too trying to be nice to him haha. not that i havent nice! so he's getting the lappy for me, and the hp give to my bro or chuck it at home. and hopefully, a bag that i wld die to have. ( not chanel sadly ) and also the aussie trip that he had convinced me to go, despite me knowing, tt i will have class or band pracs or what not. 11th - 27th June, my mom being the most organized, has started packing! krazy o whut.

more pics till i get my ass to skool!
so eggciting!

2009-04-11T12:45:00.002+08:00

i am SO having a hangover right now.
O BAR w cuzzzzie was one of the best yet again, gets better and better each time.
We took the 2nd shot hoping to get a lil bit higher but the lights were back on, what a waste sheeesh.

And hopefully, THIS VERY SUNDAY, is my last day of work, because i really really really need the much needed rest so i could be fully energized for School! These people are not ready to let me go, dammit.
Always thinking about their own needs, what about mine?

==

Nevertheless, NYP ORIENTATION, was such a blasttttttttttttttt. (=
i have such great frends already,!
and also managed to have the best performance hahahaha in such rushing plannning.
you people im gonna learn to love,
coz im sure its gonna be more than 3 years (=

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and i just had the best part-timer pay eva!!
dont ask.

2009-04-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

if i might say this, i'm so fucking proud of aes band oh god. You guys have grown to such an extend that i cldnt have imagined. Ytd, One of the best days i have ever had. I hope it goes the same for you guys too. All the big big thanks, to Mr Alvin, of course, for never never ever ever ever in his life, give up hope on us. He has indeed thought us ( or rather me ) the art of peserverance and confidence. All my thanks to you, and of course! Mr Z! haha, the best best ever. For bringing even more hope to the band, always always there for us. (= such a joy, my band days, looking back.. miss all of it.. nevertheless, congrats to all, hard work paid off ( though nt as much )= )) but, very, very well done.

Now now, looking forward to Alumni pracs. haha. (=

My batam trip postponed. HOW SADDDD, was so looking forward to it. humph.

2009-03-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

27th: Wenta O BAR with the flyer peeps! so so sad Izan couldn't make it, shits.
It was the best night ever because there were 20 of us, fullhouse. Rocked the dance floor! unfortunately had to leave early (3am) due to work next morning at 10am. see how krazy i am. and others at work too, all sleepy and not focused in the talkie. hahah hilarious. and till nowm i haven had enough sleep. wait, i never did.. oh well, many many more to come! woo weee.

Monday ; Brought my mom, grandpa, zan, kak fiza to the flyer just for fun since i had free tix. muahahaa, kecoh to the max, but nevertheless, glad my mom had fun haha.

now somthing im gonna look forward too. love it.

6th, NYP ORIENTATION, skipping 7th for BATAM WOO WEE.
7th-8th: BATAM TRIP WITH SF PEEEEEEEPS! <3
12th june - 27th: AUSSSSIE BABEY. PEACE.

and c-a-n-t w-a-i-t!

2009-03-23T01:42:00.003+08:00

Work : honestly, not much to be done at work, just tired of staying awake. major major problem that one. i can stay at the kiosk and slp sitting up swear, even standing. neverthesless, whatever the hell it is, its fun. i still have the walkie ppl to talk to me.

Aes Band : haha, i have got to admit, i haven been the best senior around, but you guys have always been in my mind. I was indeed excited abt the concert held at RP, and swear i almost tear, seeing you guys on stage, all grown up, sounding almost perfect. No words could describe how i felt that moment. And guilt, for not being there to give you guys support, like how i used to get from my own seniors. its heartbreaking, for me. And now, nearing the SYF, i have no idea how you guys are doing, or how in any way i could help, but just to give you words of encouragement, i truly hope thats enough, and pray for the very success you all deserve.

ZOUK: was so shiok and im building up stamina swear. and i got spanked by some ugly guy, and worse i was wearing my leggings. i got hold up by the ppl in front of me and he started taking the opportunity to touch my butt. such an horny ass in the club swear i would have given him a flying kick.

5/1 : i miss you guys krazy loads, krazy krazy.

god bless.

2009-03-14T00:57:00.005+08:00

and this was what happened for the past few days, week, you choose.
Been ages since i've actually touched the television, or the news for that matter. hahaha, life's been great nevertheless.
been clubbin, working back and forth, stealing time to sleep. club, work.
my eye bags are so bad, u can see it from a mile away, swear.

and izannnnnn, can steal the pics from here! hehehehhehe.

2009-03-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

work has been krazy! nevertheless, i like it, its my last month, my pay is coming, i want a new bag, shoe, another shoe, and food.

and the thought of school, its scary, excited much, but well, we'll see.

28th was such a good day, wenta O bar and forgot whatever problems i have and had a blast on the dance floor, pretty high. the best! i must say, i love the kind of fun im having right now. and i'm gonna miss flyer, pretty badly, the people, mostly.
i've learnt so much, swear,

god bless.

2009-02-06T02:33:00.002+08:00

i really wish to be emotionally strong, but at some points of time, i suck at it.
anyway, work has been a blast, so much so, that i do not want April to come and start school shit. all the damn stress and stuff.
Work is like my new school just minus the stress, with extra fun. every single day.

i dont know, its all coming back to me now. even though ive been here before, ive made all the same mistakes. and i am very vulnerable right now.
where has real happiness gone to?

i especially miss Joshua. He has always been my pillar of support for a lot of things. and now, to not see him so often, its just weird. i used to share with him all the shit i went thru and vice versa, it was the best time. and the whole dammn year sitting tgt doing all sorts of shit. and i remembered, i had a few problem at home just before my O lvl POA paper. and slept at 4 am when the paper started at 8am. He was the one that gave me the strength, the confidence, motivation. And God, too help me thru it. and in the end i got a marvelous A2. that was, the best thing ever man. Hope you're doing fine dude, i hope my appeal gets thru and will see u in NP for another 3 years. (= i pray.

2009-01-18T23:13:00.009+08:00

i love everybit of this week! yum yum,
Sentosa was awesome, even without the surprise, it still wld've been as awesome, the company was already just so good. i cried yet again, how can i not! it was so touching! rar. love eh love.

and now now, back to work, i love the people at work. love love it.
hope to serve in the capsules soooon, rar. i am once again, thankful, god bless.

2009-01-17T13:07:00.009+08:00

like i said, i love birthdays, and especially my own. It is the best yet.
18th, im thankful, for all. the friends who came, happy faces.
Special thanks to Bistor Senso, the beautiful people that made it happen. i'm thankful. My mom, all the thank yous isnt enuff, she is indeed my best friend, i love. and God, bless all the good people.

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hehehe, it was a blast, im glad i chose Bistro! Some had to leave early, but well, the cake was prettyful! thanks vivien for the make up and hair-do. love it.
After partay was even bettta, so much for ONLY one round of 21. we ended up sitting there for hours swearing and cursing, laughing playing poker. drank our lives away, and i wonder how are they doing at work now. Special thanks to my cousins, Izan and Fir, and someone im somehow related to, Irfan for the stayover with meee. It was a major blast doing it 2 days in a row. Beeen long since i laughed till i cried, having to be myself, and just purely fun. Hope Izan had a smooooth interview. haha. and hope the flyer resumes before CNY, its pretty boring around there. and its still my bdae today! mehehehe, im meeting gerri and the rest,
mehehehehe, she and her wild ideas.

im thankful, love you guys, my family.
and the bro&gf, thanks for the coach bag. mehehehhe.

<3
ras

2009-01-02T11:37:00.005+08:00

and its another new year..
and im 18!!! no more stupid underage partayssssss. no more no more no more.
well, till at least all my frends turn 18 already. (=
had the best celebration ever, complete with champange in my hands, with the fireworks going on, and frends by my side.
Went to the flyer to do all that. Initially was supposed to work, but plans were already made.
and shoooooo everyone back to schoool, and for me, back to work, (=

please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.

2008-12-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

A badly neeeded break. Going off to Kualu Lumpur, Malaysia for a whole lot of shopping, whole lot of eating, and just rest. One thing though that i'm gonna miss, is work, I dont know why but i've grown attached to that little place. Because somehow, it makes me happy. Really does. Its a place where, i dont know, somekind of love that i have never gotten from my brothers or dad, because they are all much too busy, but in the restaurant, while there weren't any customers, we'd just joke talk, nonsense and work becomes so much easier. Its really nice.
I'd like to thank my cousin izan, for introducing me this job, for if not, i would have been a boring receptionist or something, maybe a cashier. haha. thank you, a lot. (=

And of course, my cat! rar, hope the guys take good care of him. Was thnking to send him to the pets care centre, but i was scared he'd like the place even better than his home. haha. and i hope he doesnt forget me after 5 days without my irritating voice talking to him each time he's asleep.

And lastly, i'm gonna miss all the good parties! like today's at Zouk, and on the 24th, and so on. thought of going today get home late and just slp my way off to KL on the coach, not a bad idea but my dad, as usual, would think otherwise. What's new.

To: Norfi
thanks for the return of the book! didn't expect that u'd come all the way to my house. I appreciate it, now i can read it on the coach till i reach KL. Appreciate it much. Loves loves.

till the next time,
muah.

PLAY, HOMECLUB

2008-12-20T00:33:00.004+08:00

homeclub. play. made frends with mats(LOL). none that i like. tired legs. still tired legs. work. work. work. work. haven watch twilight )=. sakae w me, myself and i. my new moon still with norfi. work somemore. love work. massage tml. anddddddd. i miss you. quite badly.

2008-12-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

work has been a blast i must say! but u're like forever on ur feet as long as your're working, it hurts. it too made me realize that having a chef for a husband would make life so much easier. i mean u could take turns to cook, or do it tgt! how fantastic! and wash the dishes and stuff! it'll be so nice to have that kind of thing going on. right? shared burden. i'd like to have one! hehe.
no one has visited me at work yet )= so sad, but don't dine in, cause it'll cost a bomb. swear.

i'm so pissed off right now because i lost all my damn msn contacts knn damn pissed off. pls talk to me on msn so i could add you again.
i purposely deleted the contacts from my phone, thinking it won't affect anything if i were to sign in on computer. but nooooooooo, its all gone now. #$%#$%&%^&

wenta Roger's house last thurs with pw, and yx, finally got to meet pigpig! omg so cute i died. haha. bought movies and watched at his place, haha so fun. i wish we could do it all the time, just relaxing and catching up and stuff.

Dear Norfi, pls arrange a meet up i so want my new moon, quite badly, hahaha.
cause i've got my Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, i can't continue without new moon!
Rar. And of course, we could go lunching!

Tuesday, partay time. mehehehehe. <3

buhbye, first time working on a Sunday!
meow.

2008-12-10T23:56:00.004+08:00

i've been talking so much about Chanel and the only place my mom and i go shopping at was Town, she let me buy a Chanel Lip Gloss! that made me happy for awhile.
wait till i get the bag. muahahahahahha.
okok stfu.

i wenta novena square to do some shopping and its to me, the most relaxing place ever! and of course some place new for me besides the old boring town. The novena velocity too! the Donut Factory there doesnt do only takeaways, so u can like dine in. awesome eh!

i visited the soup spoon and i saw denise keller! she is not very tall, and well, has nice skin! and the place too, was awesome to the max it makes me want to get a boyfriend who loves soup like crazy. like how i do. and everyday, we'll have soup! yum!! makes me happy.

i finally found Eclipse! omg. my new moon is still with Norfi!!!!!!!!!!
i am so irritated with myself. rar!

i got myself HTC Touch Pro.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it!
my dad shouted at me about smth i can't rmb, and with this phone, he apologized.
And the apology, of course was accepted. bahahahah.

i wish i had like money to bring my mum shopping )=
take her to massages and stuff,
)=
knn, my first pay check was pathetic.

2008-12-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

been long since ive felt like i'm myself, and over-the-top happy. ( besides the day my mom got me the longchamp.) so the plan was to have picnic at botanical gardens and well it did go according to plan. the rain didn't really affect us. shopped at taka cold storage for food. which apparently i thought we did buy a lot but when we were laying stuff on the mat, it wasn't enough.
nevertheless, it was crazy fun! as usual, there were only 3 of us but it felt like 30 i swear i had to constantly remind them to 'shhh' when they laugh really loudly. we took like scary pics and scare ourselves. bahahaha. fking funny i swear.
we went to the stage and had it all to ourselves!!! so we did stupid things with the camera till it died )= i ALWAYS forget to bring extra batt. sheesh. IM THINKING OF ANOTHER PICNIC, DURING THE DAY PERHAPS?! HAHAHAHA.

i'm starting on the Twilight saga. i'm hoping to find Eclipse somewhere! god.
And New Moon is currently with Norfi right now )= how am i suppose to liveeee!
sad sad situation.

i rented "Millionaire's First Love" and i fking cried throughout the movie. & the last time i cried that badly, or worse, was when....nvm.
but it was so sad! i mean i read the summary behind the cover and it gave me tt impression tt it was going to b funny but no! i even watched through the end credits and cried myself to sleep. its THAT sad. )=

i had a blast today! thanks norfi, gary! i'll come work with you guys! god, i can't imagine. the place would be havoc! hehehhe

all e luv in the world!

and its like no matter what, you'll always be in my heart.

2008-12-01T20:35:00.001+08:00

"Missing someone gets easier everyday
because even though it’s one day farther
from the last time you saw each other,
it’s one day closer to the next time you will.."

2008-11-26T03:01:00.004+08:00

prom was good! my momma did my hair and make up! i lub here deep deep. i wished many of 5/1 people would have turned up. nevertheless, it was fun! did a few catching up, pictures, games. my group won prizes for having the most points! awesome! the boys were went out of control, and so did the girls. we were all dancing in heels and it was torture! rar!

most decided to go st james after that! there was too much delay and leon and i got a cab and went there first. he made his was to the counter say a few HI-s and eventually i got in free! (= and after the rest came, it was raining and they had to queue. and naturally they gave up and didnt get inside. I too, didnt move a muscle while i was inside. i sat there and watched, and there were'nt any cute ones!

work tml.
bummer

2008-11-23T01:15:00.002+08:00

these tears are being a bitch.

i miss you, sunshine.

2008-11-22T12:19:00.002+08:00

yeaaaaap i've dyed my hair, and it was mom's idea. she woke me up in the morning and asked if i wanted to. and i went straight to the showers to get ready and had it dyed at far east, lucky me.

i rented Desperate Housewives Season 4 for 25bucks.
watched the whole series in 3 days.
IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333 it to the max.
you can like BUY Season 5 for my birthday, i swear i'll love you.

had a manicure out of total boredom. and for 26 bucks, its not worth it.

been job hunting. its so hard.
interview monday.

caught madagascar 2, bahahaha, good nite it was.

did a lot a lot of shopping with mommas.
often when we're having lunch, i'd give a big hint to get me chanel for me birthday.
kekekex.

i miss you so so much, so, so much

2008-11-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

who is the one that you're clinging to, instead of me tonight?

2008-11-08T00:26:00.001+08:00

couple of words here:
i am so bloody proud of them.

2008-11-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

Ofra washes her clothes in the water
of my tears,
And spreads them to dry in the sun
of her radiance.
With my two eyes, she needs no spring,
with her beauty -- No sun.

- Yahuda Haleri

2008-10-29T18:21:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdQDOt4A4Cc

fking sad song i fking emo the whole damn night.
hope you're doing good.

2008-10-25T12:14:00.003+08:00

i dreamt that my cat like fell off the window and died instantly.

But still i insisted to take him to the hospital and he went thru operation.

and like after 4 hours the doc came out with my cat still alive! ^^

My god, i woke up and found that he was slping soundly in the kitchen, overturned.

haha, dont blame me, i love him deep deep! <3s>

Os been good.

all the way, all the way.

I rented Grease 1&2. Don't ask why. and i feel, HSM1,2&3 is the remaking of Grease. Seriously!

Maybe they did got the idea from there. Oh well, big success. But i'm sure to not catch HSM3 in the theatres, waste time. Let's seeeeeee, i've been thinking a lot abt after Os, i thnk i'd be lost.

But by being lost, i hope to find someone who would lead me the way. HAHA.

what about highlighting my hair purple! tts an idea.

My fav pic of all time! thats my stupid cat beside me.

2008-10-16T21:59:00.004+08:00

well, this isnt alll

Hey Baby, Happy First Month.

2008-10-13T09:19:00.003+08:00

Today, while going to a certain extreme to just find my earpiece cover, I instead came across something which has entirely made me forget what I was actually looking for and instead left me sitting there, feeling as if everything else had stopped moving except for the thoughts running through my mind. Just something so simple, only a few lines of words, front and back , but the meaning it would have brought to you, I don't know, its just something i cannot put to words. It all made me feel -- how you say -- just deeper. The feeling was at its peak, when my eyes started to scan, going through thoroughly word by word. And as each word goes by, it was as if it ate out all my senses, just left me hanging there.
Memories - just what about it , that is able to make us change how we feel almostly instantly, even if we choose not to, only by reminiscing, looking back at the good and bad times. What about it that makes us laugh or smile or tear to ourselves as its something that is personal, in which others won't be able to feel. It is indeed the only place where you can re-live your past, like a time machine that would never exist in reality. Somewhere, a place where you choose to remember because that's the only time when you are at your happiest, or was at your best. A place, where some people know they won't be able to feel again, no matter how bright the future might be, or not wanting to feel the same way ever again. Some might, but some choose to live the moment as the clock ticks, some to move on and learn from mistakes they have made, some try to repeat, just to be able to feel what they have felt before.

The thing that triggered me to have written all of this, was just because of a simple note filled with words back and front. A note that never got into your hands. A note written on the very day, where you have made me feel the happiest. Just a note your eyes will never see, a note that your mouth would have spoke the words or your lips to together, would have carved a smile and a feeling so incredibly sincere. A note that would have been a memeory, yours to keep, on play-back mode all day long. A note that just did not get into your hands.....

"don't concentrate about finding the right one, concentrate however, on becoming the right man/woman."

2008-10-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

i am sure to miss AES after i graduate. omgggggggggg.
eventhough, now, staying for night study totally sucks and stuff, i know im gonna miss it, when its over. And of course, the classroom. and most importantly, the people in it. Esp josh who's been beside me since the start of school, and i'm still wondering how he can tolerate all my nonsense and stupidity. And as they always say, I'd wish to go back to sec sch and take my Os again, i think i'll say the same thing to my younger cousins or smth. not to forget the ccrazy heavy bag we're all carrying right now, full of papers. Gosh! well, let's just wait and see. come to think of its, its really sad! i'm gonna miss school, and friends whom have been my pilllars of support for Os, and teachers. Recess time, stupid PSE, RME lessons. I don't know if i will ever experience the same thing, anywhere else again.
Graduation Day- 14Nov

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

2008-09-28T09:55:00.004+08:00

love today!

2008-09-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

okay i just did 5 hours of studying in school and am now taking a break by viewing the whole world's profile in friendster. literally! i just hop, hop and hop, and unfortunately, no cute guys that i found. boo to that.

finally i got to eat at Swensens in town, but i didnt at all, feel like eating ice cream. its pretty sad my crave went away, when i wanted to eat it like since 2 months ago. boooooooo.
i saw a new sushi buffet shop in Jurong Point and i freaking wanna go there!!! its like sushi paradise! O.O

anyway, yes, i did 5 hours of studying in the library with josh and it was fruitful because there weren't many people except for a bunch of sec 1s sitting behind me. I didnt have my earpiece on as my fone was low batt, due to repeating the song tanpa by 6ixth sense for like forever.
anyway, they were consoling this guy who just broke up with his gf and wondering whether to patch or not and all those nonsense 13 year olds might think is right for them. its funny because, they remind me, of me! HAHA. and now, looking back, i'm laughing and thinking how stupid i can get when i was younger. really. stupid.

And now, i'm looking at this mass communication booklet i got from ngee ann way back in jan.
haha, if i dont get there, i dont knw where to go, yet. )=
I dont know if making MCM my only choice is wise.
oh well.

2008-09-19T09:50:00.000+08:00

When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak.

2008-09-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

u know what i miss.
i miss being myself, having fun, going crazy, laugh all day long. be happy.
honestly, i need all that right now, this very instant. this very second.
i'm tired, just tired, going thru a lot of shit, nonsense that i absolutely do not deserve.
i do not know what i did wrong, or where ive gone wrong..
maybe ive tried too hard.
each time, each damn time things start to go well for me, it will very soon turn to shit.
pure shit. it freaking sucks.
I shld treasure the people around me more and time to extend my circle of friends.
I especially miss clubbing.
WHAT DOESNT KILL ME CAN ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER.

2008-09-13T14:50:00.002+08:00

today i did my morning prayers. ( sembahyang subuh )
i didn't know why, but as soon as i started,
i literally broke down, i cried, quite uncontrolably.
i don't know.
its just a feeling inside me, its overwhelming.....
undescribeable.

if i could turn back time and change whatever i want, it is to be closer to Him.
but as they say, its never too late.
insyaallah

2008-08-31T11:48:00.004+08:00

Just Yesterday
2 years ago
3 years ago

its like we've never been apart.

i'd love to have a picture, 1,2,5,7,10,20 years later.

you've been so good to me.

i don't want to miss a real good thing.

and that's you.

You are great

the one that lights up my life.

the strongest love i've ever felt.

i'm not that strong without you.

and no one else comes close to you.

and i've sang to you a thousand times baby,

"i don't care what they say,

i'm in love with you."

2008-08-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I DID PROPER SHOPPING W CHRISTINA LEE AKA BAOBEI. HAHAHA. Hmm tt sounded weird but well. like finallyyyyyyyy. Gossiped like gila, Got myself a shoe, a few clothes, another skirt and ate a mountain, tt summarizes everything.

Yesterday was again, finally, wenta timah with school clique to play CS and knn the battlefield made me have headacheeee )= Hmm, and yesterday, i had sushi for breakfast (wat!) and 1 pathetic chix drumstick from kfc for lunch+dinna. suck ballz.

this bugger right here, i miss. hhahaha. luv!

2008-08-15T18:12:00.005+08:00

The long awaited update! HAHA. Life's been pretty gooooood, with the exception of today. _/_

School life's beeen so screwed. I think ECs are a total waste of time!

We end at arnd 6 and before u know it, we'll be in our beds sleeping already. Well, at least for me.

Like someone said, " Gotta train your stamina." Yeah, sure.

Nvm, 2 more months! muahhaha.

Anyway, it pisses me off big time that AES Band's picture wasn't in the damn school manna. _/_ to that! WE worked so bloody hard for that damn speech day and wow, we were only mentioned in the first paragraph. BIG DEAL. I don't mind if its only a small portion, but NONE AT ALL.

Damn sick man. I don't understand the damn school. _/_

hey love! I NOE URE READING THIS. HAHAA ( omg, i look retarded yo)

2008-07-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

pretty fast how time flies.
27 days left till prelims, 90 tills Os.
knn, fast not? Still i'm not doing much. Slap myself.
Aug is coming, that would mean MT Results. B3 is all i need.
No more late nights. I hope.

gc went back to aes last week and so did ebby. and i get that tingly feeling. It was as if i saw the past. and come to think of it, it has been 7 months. Where some of us has moved to a different stage and only the 5/1 ppl stayed on, but still we moved on, u noe tt kind of thing? i miss my batch mates, esp babi gang. now most of them are gone frm sch, i only have fewer female frends. Seriously. i miss old classmates i miss 1/3 ESP. oh god. nowonder they say sec sch life is the best, Well, ive yet to agree with that statement.

aes band, all the best for Wed.
to my horn section, sorry for nt being there much but u noe im always there spiritually!
xoxo.

yet another chapter
another day to remind myself
whatever the circumstance,
look around,
i would only have myself to hold on to.

2008-07-07T10:56:00.003+08:00

U GOT A 20 DOLLAR BILL PUT UR HANDS UP~!

been doin a lot of sneaking out of the house at nite. hehehe.

u noe if my dad is my mom and my mom is my dad. i think i'd have a miserable life.

i wouldnt be able to go out till sunrise, i wont be able to do a whole lot of shit.

i think i wont go clubbin till im like what 21?

so i thank god my mom is my mom and my dad is my dad.

look.

it was 9pm when i got out. and came back at 9am.

momma: *SMILING + GRINNING* "where did uuuuu go?"

me: "Catch prawns!!! hehehe"

momma: " hahah okay.. go buy breakfast for ur grandpa"

I never did and never will abuse the freedom she has given me. she knows girls just wanna have fun! hahaa.

and from there, i didnt buy breakfast anyway, wenta slp straightaway cause i had tuition at 1. slept for 3 hours. Didnt have lunch, was abt to, but tuition teacher came. zz. Had tuition till 4, wa kao, braindead. and hungry. spent 80 bucks on dresses, cb, damn guilty now. )=

yeah, i promise i'm gonna do hardcore studying today. woolala.

GERRI LOKE WHERE THE FCUK ARE YOU MAN! MISSING YEW WORXXZ`X. HAHAHAHA XOXO. <3

2008-06-21T22:44:00.003+08:00

when i'm with you,

oh yeaaaaaah!

Wenta poparazzy @ boat quay thinking i'd enjoy and just lose myself but no! Got pretty mad cause half the night the dj was playing trance. Well, honestly i enjoyed it but man, i gotta learn how to dance to it. Cause just solely watching ppl dancing wasnt much fun. One day one day.

That'll be the last time i'll club till the last day of Os. Haha. Yeah, I hope.

Been playing CS the past week.

And i totally miss the people i used to play CS with when i was pri 6/sec one.

Eventhough they are total strangers but the bond we had was pretty amazing.

Played till 4am, 5am, the whole bloody day.

Thus that explains why i am pretty good at CS right now. haha

Eventually i joined their clan called the Mystical Knights. MK

MK MiyuKi.

my nick!

my bro eventually joined too and most knew we were siblings. And since i was a girl, they really dote on me. There were 2 girls including me. Amazing! and i miss all of them. Stupidly, i deleted their contacts thinking i'd never turn back to CS again, but here i am...

i'll make every second count.

don't forget about us.

2008-06-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

pretty amazing how you are still living in my mind. it bugs me.

anyhoohaa. Think i've just wasted a whole week doing nothing but tuition and a lot of TV and couple of shopping here and there. Enjoyed myself definitely. Only the couple of days back i've started studying and realized i have not much time left till Os. Ya thats what i always say but shit effort has gone in. Pretty mad at myself.

Believe it or not. i turned down St James to go to play badminton w my bro and his gf. Fun is all i can say. Besides jogging, which is much more tiring and u can't really talk much. We laughed, jumped, shouted, cheered and jeered all at the same time. I will drag my momma along the next time definitely.

Been feeling down these few days. I think i need school to keep me busy from all the nonsense ppl have been giving me. I miss joshua and simon sitting beside me making me laugh and be myself. My obnoxious self. HAHA. and yx constantly sucking up to teachers. You sucker upper. hahaha.

i watched P.S i love you, and cried almost 3/5 of the whole show. Random. Pretty scared i'lll end up like that. U saw how crazy she went?! yeah, that.
Watched transformers again on DVD.
Did catch in the movies. but i fell asleep, not that the movie's bad, but i was crazy tired.

So, the 2 days that i'll take off from studying will be Tuesday to Cheeeeeeekys!
the need to lose myself, is necessary. believe me.

all the best to you.

2008-06-03T16:54:00.004+08:00

hehe. love b-a-n-a-n-a-s!

Happy Bdae Girl with 32 dying prawns!

SATURDAY

Had a real good time last Sat and Sun. Got home at 6a.m and died on the bed. Went to town to get christina's lovely present. and made our way to Bishan for prawn fishing! My first time! Must say i have really quite a good patience level! haha. in like 3+ hours i managed to catch only 5 prawns! )= We had 32 prawns and i only contributed 5 HAHA. yeah the other 27 is Simon and Christina's hardwork. haha. Saw maddy there too. Talked for awhile. Met a couple of new people.

Had great fun! Shall do it again sometime!

12th - St James Power House yo!

Please remind me that i need to study toooo. studay. studyzzz.

12th- the movie 21 is coming out!!!!!!!!! RAR. WATCH W ME!!!!!!!!!!! (=

2008-05-20T20:58:00.002+08:00

Curled my hair yet again last week! This time i got it right, big curls, yesssss.

muahhaha.

Anyway, was pretty furious and same time sad yesterday. I cannot believe how cruel, or how screwed a person can get. I was utterly disappointed. Very deeply. Pretty speechless. I swear to never turn back. For real this time. Soon i would love to say that "ive got over you"

I should have know right from the start that you were going to break my heart.

2008-05-19T01:36:00.004+08:00

WEEKENDS - Gerri, Stevan, Eugene, & Shaqif's birthday party.

after tt wenta slack in town for nothing. Got home at 3am.

Wenta Shisha with Simon and Christina! Haha. She's real funny. I had real fun!

We played this game and we shisha-ed continuously. Felt pretty giddy uh. Moreover, i didnt eat lunch. Loved it!

i so wanna watch a movie. & an A2 for malay. (= don't laugh!

2008-05-12T19:05:00.001+08:00

So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around..

This pretty much says it all.

p/s - I just realized that Physics is damn fucking boring. Urgh.

2008-05-09T18:29:00.003+08:00

HOLA BOLA!

MY CAT'S BACK AND SO IS THE HAPPY ME. Screw everything else.

He came back around 6 in the morning. Apparently he was scratching the gate and the fence on my gate came out and stuff. That was how bad he wanted to get in! Mum heard the noise and opened the door and found him sitting outside the door! I was bathing and momma knocked on the door, i opened and saw him, heard him meow-ed! (= The feeling i felt was pretty incredible! haha. He came home with really dirty hands and feet, with a black nose too, when it was previously pink. Got home from school and bathe him. He smells gooooood now! Haha. He's never walking out that door again i suppose.

Maths P2 was killer, no doubt. It's Tom's fault too cause he didn't give us shit for P2! Never train us all, and our brain had no stamina for 21/2 hours maths paper. Bloody dick.

This is the first POA paper which I really did like whole-heartedly. Haha. Surprising yes! Screwed my Partnership though. But she said i didn't fail MCQ -- gd enuff for me!

Tuition was pretty weird yesterday. She raised her voice. I mean its not my fault i don't understand. That's why you're here. Bloody hell. She SIGHED, u know when you're sian u SIGH, yes that kind of SIGH. NABEI. She asked whether I was focusing. I said "yahhhh" in the most bitchy-est way, plus, rolling my eyes. Urgh. But, things got better after that. Whatever.

I wanna shishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

THIS IS HOW U MAKE ME FEEL

2008-05-07T18:40:00.003+08:00

You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be For real This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand

Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh

- - - - -

Pretty hectic week i must say. Been pretty troubled too.
You know what, it's done, whatever the hell.
I'm as good as speechless.

My cat has gone missing. I am devastated. I can't really concentrate on anything.
Went to search for him countless times, but to no avail! Rar! He still has his purple collar on. I hope people would just leave him alone and hope he's clever enough to trace his steps home. He's the bestest bestfriend i can ever have!
Maybe i should print out flyers. =(
Feels empty, the house.
2 losses in a week, pretty screwed, my life uh?

2008-05-04T02:26:00.002+08:00

concert was the bomb! love the people! didnt feel nervous at all.

my studies = like shit!

trueeee

2008-04-09T22:30:00.004+08:00

first of all, i got to get this right. The last thing that should be on my mind is : You. In fact, not at all in my mind! you're an ultimate distraction. i swear. =(

so i have the daily timetable being made so i know to study what at what time.
its nuts. like crazy nuts. just nuts. urgh.
o levels o levels o levels o levels o levels!
must keep chiong-ing. no stopping no stopping. all da waaaaaaaay.
you know how amazingly fast the time passes?
that's not good, not good at all. nonono.

i wanna get into a good poly course/JC.
and to U.
be a newscaster(!)/ physical geologist / boss of a sibei huge company/veterinarian
and earn big big bucks.
and find a pretty, capable, loving, boyfriend, who also earns big big bucks.
=D

now how simple can i get? haha.

2008-04-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

The last picture I took with my female cat. )=

Today, my parents decided to relocated my female cat and its kitten. Well i felt perfecty fine, because i wasnt really close to my female cat, but nevertheless, when i released her and her kitten under my blog, was really sad, only when i got at the back of the car, i started to tear a little bit. She was the quiet one, meows like a male, while my male cat meows like a female, so gay. well, his sleeping on my chair now. Wondering what she might be doing now...

Started my POA tuition last week, the teacher is well, nice but fierce at times..... Which is good i guess? Hmm. Well, im gonna work hard (=

Hmmm. you were in my mind today. Isnt good at all.

loving you has become a need.

2008-03-31T20:05:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAH OMG COMPARE COMPARE!

its the same damn cat! See how much my cat has grown from a kitten, to a cat, and to a FAT cat !

HAHAHAHAHHA. omg, how crazy?! cracks me up man,

well, still i love him a lot a lot. stupid cat.

freak show!

2008-03-30T13:48:00.003+08:00

Finally it was out w gerri smelly belly to bugis and town to shopppppppzxzz. Finally after 5 days of sch sch sch and band i deserve some shopping! Anyway, i woke up around 9 on Sat and took a bath and started to do POA (nw rare is this) till about 2. For awhile i thought i was crazy, but thats gotta be the way from now on! rar!

Anyway, we went to ice monster, at PS smth that i have been eyeing on since forever. we had mango stuff, lots of it, with strawberry sherbet! was the awesome-est dessert eva! after which, got our ass to Cine to intially watch Sky Of Love, which has moved 11 million ppl to tears except for Joshua, i have no idea why, he said its boring. Anyway, it was sold out! Don't know how tts possible since the movie's been out since 6 Feb. So we caught Shutter instead. HAHA. Good thing is that the ghost's features arent scary. But nevertheless, the show's overall scary. unlike those thriller/suspense movies shit. Gerri derived me from getting chicken from chippys! now im craving for it. roar.

my sakae friends, its about time we meet and Sakae! ))))))):

Pls pls pls, off the fan/lights/com if you're not using it!

2008-03-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
With you - Chris Brown
who the hell with?! ahaha

Will you get far in life?
Pretty Boy - M2m
with a pretty boy! oh how awesome!

How do your friends see you?
Sexy Love - Ne-yo
sexaye! (=

Will you get married?
Obsession - Frankie J
Works for me! ^^

What is your best friend's theme song?
First date - Blink 182!
always with firsts, never ends.

What is the story of your life?
So Simple - Stacie orrico
Simple life is the best life!

What was high school like?
Gimme more! - Britney Spears
More of high school?! Not now.........

How can you get ahead in life?
Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child

What's the best thing about your friends?
True - Ryan Cabrera
HAHAHA. yeaaaaaaaaaaah rite! but ya.

What's in store for this weekend?
All About You - Mcfly
I WISH!

Describe your grandparents
Take Me With you - secondhand Serenade
Hmmm? one has passed and one still in Batam. Okie, i pick Batam, or nt.

How's your life going?
Like you'll never see me again - alicia keys
okie, this is scary. don't worry, you'll see plenty of me!

What song will they play at your funeral?
Broken - Secondhand Serenade
indeed.... broken.

How does the world see you?
So sick remix! - ne yo!
KNN!!!!!!!

Will you have a happy life?
Petrified - Fort Minor
Hmm? Unpredictable huh!

Do people secretly lust after you?
She Will Be loved - Maroon 5
gosh................................. sick ppl.

How can you make yourself happy?
I Miss You - Blink 182
i've done a lot of missing you and trust me, im nowhere near happy! rar!

What should you do with your life?
Lips of an angel - Hinder
my girl's in the nx room, somtimes i wish she was u, i guess we nvr really moved on, its really gd to hear ur voice, saying my name it sounds so sweet, hearing those words it makes me weak, never wanna say gdbye, u make it hard to be faithful, with a lips of an angel.....
MAYBE JUST MAYBE.

What song would you strip to?
F.U.N song - spongebob squarepants
not FUN at all! Hmph.

What does your mum think of you?
Key Of Heart - Boa!
^^ am i?

What is your deep, dark secret?
Summer Nights! - Lil Rob
wooooo~ partaye until the morning lights!

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Cry - rihanna
HHA! what a loser enemy i haveeee.

What's your personality like?
Whatever you like - Nicole scherzinger Ft TI.
ladies and gentlemen!
I Know what you want!
She hot as a stove! ^^

What song will be played at your wedding?
Gangsta's Paradise - Coolio
Wow! a gangsta husband i'll have!

but baby you make me better!

2008-03-28T22:27:00.003+08:00

Let's see. I already have 2 teachers coming up to me and say that i look damn sian and as if something is really bothering me. Come to think of it, its really true. I really dont know what it is exactly but a large portion of it is obviously my Os. Scary how time seriously flies. Like in a whoosh~~ and suddenly its gonna April in 4 days. And in 5 days i'm gonna start my POA Tuition at home ^^ How exciting!! I swear to God, Mrs Koor is doing one hell of a job, because i abhor the damn subject since 2 years ago, till only recently. Well, I hope it goes on.

dumb school is printing 1000++ papers each morning for us to read which lasts for 5 mins. And i bet most of us throw it to the bin after reading it man. Such a freaking waste! Where is the save-the-earth spirit man! tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk! Besides keeping us updated about our surroundings etc, it really isnt a very good idea,the whole reading thing. not at all! nonoononoo..

btw, JOSH HARTNETT from BLACK DAHLIA & LUCKY NUMBER SLEVEN, IS DA BOMB!
oh, Danny Phantom being the second, -- like really the cartoon itself. No shit. [=

remember, baby?

2008-03-20T19:46:00.003+08:00

results aren't too good! i shld be getting A1s and all that crap but no! F9 for POA how awesome, no surprise but im telling you, its gonna be an A1 for Os! hmph!

Other than that things arent too bad. Will be having mace work tml woowee! hopefully i can throw and CATCH! amin. Am excited actually! (=

Anyway, i had the coolest dream ever yesterday night! it was anyway, the closest i could get to you.

-

NO AIR

Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air[oohhhh]

(Verse 1)[ Jordin S.]

If i

should die

before

I wake

Its cause

you took

my breathaway

losing you is like living in a world

with no air

Ohhh...[ Chris B.]

Im here

alone

didnt want

to leave

My heart won't move

its incomplete

wish there

was a way

that i can make you to understand

(Pre-Chorus)

But How [how]

Do you expect me [me]

To live alone with just me [me]

Cause my world revolves around you

its so hard for me to breathe

(Chorus)

Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live can't breathe with no air

thats how i feel whenever you ain't there

Its No Air No Air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gon be without me

if you ain't here i just can't breathe

Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohhhh)

No air air (noooo)

No air air (ohhhh)

No air air

( Verse 2 )[ Chris B.]

I Walked

I Ran

I Jumped

I Flew

Right off the ground

To float to

no gravity

To hold me down

For real

[Jordin S.]

But Somehow

Im still alive inside

You took my breath

But i survived

I don't know how

But i don't even care

(Pre-Chorus)

So How (How)

Do you expect me (Me)

[No Air lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

To live alone with just me (Ohh)

Cause my world revolves around you

its so hard for me to breathe

( Chorus)

Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)

[ohhh]Can't live can't breathe with no air (ohhh)

[ohhh]thats how i feel whenever you ain't there

Its No Air No Air Got me out here and the water so deep (So deep)

Tell me how you gon be without me (Without Me Yeahhh)

if you ain't here i just can't breathe [nooo airr]

Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohhhh)

No air air (No More)

uhh uhh uhh[baby]

No Air (ohhh)

uhh uhh uhh (Baby)

No Air (ohhh)

uhh uhh uhh

No Air

Its No Air No Air

Heyyy..Oooooo..No AiiiiiirOooooo..Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(Chorus)

Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh) [no air]

Can't live can't breathe with no air

thats how i feel whenever you ain't there [no breathing] [no breathing at all]

Its No Air No Air

Got me out here and the water so deep (So deep)

Tell me how you gon be without me (Without Me Yeahhh) [cant breathe without ya baby]

if you ain't here i just can't breathe

Its No Air No Air

Do you expect meTo live alone with just me

Cause my world revolves around you[babyyyy]

its so hard for me to breathe

(Chorus)

Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)

Can't live can't breathe with no air

thats how i feel whenever you ain't there [not there]

Its No Air No Air

[ Jordin S.]Got me out here and the water so deep

[ Chris B.]Tell me how you gon be without me

[ Jordin S.]if you ain't here i just can't breathe

[Both]Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohh)

No air air (No air)

2008-03-17T20:47:00.003+08:00

im starting to think that the damn pimples im starting to have quite often since like 2 months ago, is definitely not because of the excessive intake of self-made chocolate chip cookies.

Could it be........?

Hmm, i took out my diary yesterday night and started to transfer every memory i have of you to it. In the midst of writing i found myself laughing, crying, smiling, stopping to actually think how much fun i had and kept wishing that i could really, really turn the hands of time. But there's only so much i can do. I actually swore to never speak of you again, and look, here i am.

I still remember i forced myself to talk to you on the phone eventhough i was crazy sick, with the fever, coughing, flu. We talked till 6am in the morning and i didn't even complain one bit, instead i hanged up the phone with a smile. We had so much to talk about! And now its just really sad that i'm not able to hear any of it anymore....

Just hoping you're doing fine.

Meanwhile, i'm in a crazy mess. MT Os is around the freaking corner. I was freaking terrified when i saw the Os timetable so-called. I have got to get my priorities right man. Its crazy crazy!

rar! Its already MARCH! ah~~~~~

okie. Please take a look at the damn picture! Dont u feel like smackin his face? hahahaha

okie, will be sleeping with the stupid face tonight! chaoz.

p.s (i'm still not over you)

2008-03-16T16:09:00.005+08:00

Zouk was as crowded as hell. Cant freaking dance for nuts! The above 18 queue was moving ever so smoothly, rar! Thats 10 more months till i turn 18! wooooweee.

Thats like the highlight of my 1 week break from school. How boring. Rest of the days having band. I CAN THROW THE MACE ALR! (= no wait, THATS, the highlight of my week! oh yeaaaaah~ awesomeeeeeeee.

thurs was porridge and prawn mee with gerri and gary! love love love the food there.

school's in 14 hours )=

2008-03-08T10:18:00.002+08:00

RaR! i dont know if i should advertised this blog. haha. whatever. this will just be where i put down my thoughts yeah.

ookie my Lg Shine has gone down, down, down. And i'm currently using my mum's phone E65. Which is much better than my Lg shine! roar. hahaha.so yeah, gonna use that permanently till the iPhone is out. haha wooweeeee.

and iPod too has gone down, totally no life at all. it dead, after 3 years! raaaar.

nvm nvm. iPhone! =D

Hols have started and there'll be band and lessons on mon wed and fri. as good as normal school days. hahaaa. gonna practice for Speech Day yo! gonna nail speech day! =D awesome!

life's a bitch really, but thats how its suppose to be i suppose?

suffocate when you're away from me.

2008-03-02T15:24:00.003+08:00

Alrightos i'm back! haha.

Well, Lj was perfectly fine, but i had difficulty posting pictures, and as a result the blog looked kinda dead.

Morever, ras05.blogspot.com has been with me since 04!

so yeah, lots of shit here!

Let's see, i'm in the kitchen right now, intending to study but what the hell, i decided to re-open this blog again! haha. So random i know. But promise i'll get back to studying.

I watched 3 movies in a month! Unconsciously that is.

The House, Jumper, and on Friday, Fool's Gold!

Jumper was awesome, though much more can be done.

Jumper 2 maybe? woowee.

So ya on Friday, wenta vivo at night and caught the 11:50pm movie.

Intially wanted to watch The Leap Years, but full house urgh.

I brought poker cards, so we played daidee/taiti however u spell it, while waiting.

Accompanied by jellybeans Simon bought.

Good movie! Along with good popcorn.

and next will be

Sky of love!!!

described to have moved 11 million people to tears.

thats a wow.

let's see if i do..

2007-10-10T15:30:00.000+08:00

try paperballs.livejournal.com

(=

2007-08-22T18:29:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH JANE TEO LI PING!

OF COURSE I DIDNT FORGET!!!
hahahahhahahahhahahhahahaaa.
i was acting just now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boohoo.
(=!!!

i hope u see this. (=

2007-08-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
i'm back!! (=

nt that my com's screwed or anything, just that i was too lazy to do much typing or anything tt has got to do w the com the past month, and still. yeah i noe, lazy shit.

life's been awesome!
i think.

school has been great! great ppl around me, studying and all. feels good. Prelims just ended. wasnt too bad! english was a killer T.T !! glad i did not too bad for paper 1! yay hurray.
Hmmmmm.
tt reminds me.
i'm so fcuking scared about my O level english oral on Tuesday.
and the prelims on monday. bah.
nvm that.
not to mention!! cikgu praised me for doing well for paper 2. improvement!!!! (=
tts to u ebby, for thinking i wld never beat u in malay. yeah sure.
paper1 sucked though. u dowanna noe.

Hmmmm. also, i really miss all the family gatherings we used to have quite frequently last time.
just hang around each other. My cousins of different ages doing stupid things and all. well, i guess we've grown out of it? or we're too busy maybe. i hope to have one soon. haha. miss them all. this is quite random. 0.0

HAHA!
its an achievement!
long since i've emo-ed!!

oh weeeeeeell.
so goodbye.
no idea when i'm gonna update next!

2007-06-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

Mascot: FuckVille

Just so happen i was having a unpleasant moment. It sucked.The moment was extreme. I nearly wanted to scream and shout. so, didnt how i came up wth "FuckVille" and put it on my pm and there.

Thus, FuckVille. We're Recruiting!!!!! Population : 3. LOL. And nw i'm having a good laugh!! : J

more info on Simon's blog. i hope wahhhas. http://define-life.blogspot.com

I want so much for school to re-open! Minus the handing up of June Hols assignments. I have zero motivation yo! I'm only 1/10 through English, the rest, Zero. hahahahahhas! shitbag. My fault lar?! zz.

AHHHHHH!!! you. you. you. you.

2007-06-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

I wanna go back to when
To when you were just a friend
No complications
Not my heart's racing
When I see you baby
But it aint the same cause now
I can’t resist your smile
You got me buggin
I’m caught off your lovin'
And I know it’s crazy but

I wish i didn't love you, like i do.

-here's for you, d.p! urgh.

- -

today! or rather yesterday, since it's 1:30am now, wenta watch Ocean's Thirteen with my parents! Yeah yeah, I know, sounds gay and all, but hey, now i wish it'll happen more often! besides, they pay for the popcorn and all. hehe.

now, seriously, its about time i Sakae again.
omgggggggg!

Screw the Holiday Assignments!
i have no friggin time, neither do my brain work in the day. or, oh well, night.
Baking session/Movie Marathon should be held soon, so i can just take things off my already full of shit mind.(though it may seem like i'm carefree and so contented with my life) at least for awhile!!
dumb shit. i. need. to. breathe yo!

nevertheless,
danny phantom, you are awesome!
i wish i could say that to your face, swear.
but what the hell.

i really don't sound like me.

2007-06-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

Anyone feels like smacking their faces?!?! anyone?

Today was towning with Gerriroar.

She claimed that it has been ages since we town-ed.

Yes please!

Walked around...... Then we talked about some things that suddenly we have the urge to watch movie. haha.

So ya, we went to watch Men In White, along with Simon, Wenhao and Roger, since they are in town too.

Had a great time laughing man! though its abit lame at some parts.

I know this is abit too late but,i rented Eragon yesterday and watched it only today.

it was such a nice movie!! though it was abit short.

Amazing how the bond between Eragon and the Dragon was so strong!

" Into The Sky, To Win Or Die."

Next is Ocean's Thirteen!

Meanwhile, I'm back to English and reading.

- -

I want that somebody's somebody! )=

2007-05-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

- sgsecrets

2007-05-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The five balls being work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you're keeping all of them in the air. But one day, you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls- family, health, friends, integrity- are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life. And I, finally understood.

And currently, i've decided to drop all five balls because one of it is ceasing me from juggling.

And I am utterly disappointed that it's coming from the ones I love most, the ones that are vital to my life. Maybe not anymore.

Screw it, man. Screw it.

- - -

And it is in times like these, I feeel that if it weren't for my cats, I would be long gone.

This is the part where i cry.

2007-05-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

WONKA BARS!! l.o.v.e, today.

27th Feb!

just bored.

and bored

last year!!!
-

the classmates!

i'm glad that i still have a year more to spend with them.

i thank God for bringing me to you guys!

no forgetting, the Babi Gang!

love u guys!

and this smelly says Goodbye!

2007-05-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

i don't know where to start...

expressing how i'm feeling now seem impossible.

then again, why do i need to?

because i usually don't. oh well, screw it.

my karangan is waaaaay beyond hope, i have to admit. it was such a simple topic and i didnt manage to create a story out of it. uselesspieceofshit.

English was, this time, the killer, unexpectedly.

SS, the one i dread the most, turned out to be not so bad. (=

3 down, 4 more to go..

NORROLLEH!

its about time we Sakae again!! hoho.

haissssssssssss.

i'm really sorry you always get involve in my ___ life.

)= makes me feel really bad.

btw, my emo session's gonna start......... after soooooo long. hah. gd to be back though..

i was selfish and being something undescribable.

and i'm sorry, it took me so long to realize that.

you do mean something to me...

2007-04-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

still as smelly as ever. haha

MYE is in 6days. God knows i'm trying very hard. I have a feeling it wouldn't turn out good. The amount of effort i put in for English, i wish, the same could be done for other subjects -not that i don't put any at all, but i just don't understand why i can't. SS is driving me nuts, literally. Ages since i did Karangan, ages. Maths, what about it? At this point of time, the vision of me, getting into Sec5 is blur, but, at least i know i have to do somthing about it. I'm on it, believe me. argh.

Spiderman 3 will be out in the cinemas on the 1st!! Anyway, i want to get my hands on J.K Rowling's new book: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. It will be out in exactly 84 days! Not to mention, Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix movie will be out in 76 days! Start counting people!

2007-04-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

meet the smellys!

hahas. new kittens!

hafta train them to recognise the toilet!

- - -

GO AES BAND!

2007-04-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

C + O2 ---> CO2 + Heat
CaCo3 ---> CaO + CO2
C + CO2 ---> 2CO
Fe2O3 + 3CO ---> 2Fe + 3CO2
SiO2 + CaO ---> CaSiO3

Extraction of Metals.

I'm having fun with Chemistry, can't you see?

bullshit.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

36 days to MYE.

about 4/5 more months to Ns.

and on top of it all, TEN freaking more days to SYF.

and wth, i'm going to miss Sat's Prac for KL.

I know KL can wait, but SYF can't.

!!!!!!!!!

I'll go for Prac on thurday to make up for sat...... really.

k good.

Band Music distracted me like crazy today.

I was doing SS & Chem, and band music was playing.

instead of concentrating, I was humming to the tune, banging to the beat, my hands, flying, as if i was conductin some band.

and, ahhh, the strings! makes me go high.

oh ya so anyway, i finised one SS essay within 45 mins =.=

bullshit not?

how do you deal with, the one you love is with somebody else, and theres nothing you can do about it?

so ya.

how was your april's fool?

mine was shit.

it was 2 cups of instant noodle

excessive amount of Classical Music.

intensive Chemistry.

butt stucked to the chair for 5 hours.

at least, a decent dinner.

and despite the 12 hours of sleep before, my eyes can hardly open.

2007-03-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

i screwed English (wtf?)
i screwed SS big time.
retarded man.
i think im gonna screw my life next.
grrr....
bullshit.
im gonna kickass for MYE.

anyhow,
Concert was really nice!
thanks to those who came!
hehe. nice people! i like them.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, sixteen more days left.
chiong ah!!!!
21st is Speech Day!
looking forward. really am.

i think im screwing myself.
i haven been eating right.
i dont know why either.
0.o

im going back to emo days.
sick of it.
i told myself not to get into anymore bullshits.
but i did.
roar.
if u think u're helping, ure not.
stop it.

alrite. back to prison break.
gdbye.

2007-03-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

bored
usual nonsense
eating Sushi with passion!

wassup!

today was physics till 12:10pm.

Band till 1:10pm!

Band was fun today, though i wasn't there half the time.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeehe.

SARAH AND GREGORY CAME BACK!! =D

nice of em to come back!!

had lunch w em at long john, which was so smelly just now, gdness gracious.

then i saw norfi at the bustop looking ever so depressed.

aiya. then she managed to convince me to go lunch with her and irah. hahas.

tt biatch.

as usual, we had our usual, the nonsense! haha. even in the library, even the macs person we bought mcflurry from! hilarious shitzo man. gdness, i think i pee-ed laughing. oh god.

yeap, pics on top, more from where it came from, believe me.

i met my mams and went home. hehes.

- -

to you, i'm sorry. really am. *pulls hair*

and to you, well nvm, you already know how i feel.

2007-03-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

i'm on a bicyle!!! yay! ( considering ive never been on one before =p )

- -

i'll be there as soon as i can.
But i'm busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before.
):
im starting to regret what i've done................... i knew i would.

ah, wth.
i've watched Heroes till the 18th episode!!
the 19th will be out soon =D
yay.

anyway, i miss sec one camp!
i miss scolding the whole cohord. okay kidding. it sucked.
but i miss just fooling around, having fun, the late nites! woohoo.
and...............yeap.
hope to rewind campfire and make everything better.
i miss my partners.
the last minute camp shirt!
aiya. everything la ah.
BABZ! =.=

okay. study time. byebye

when i feel the darkest, that is where u'll always be found......................... ):

2007-03-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

heloooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!

life's a bitch, i agree.

but, oh well, just gotta live with it.

Amazing how i'm able to cope everything like schoolwork, study time, band/syf, sec1camp, and whatever is thrown to my face. but then again, maybe the pressure's not up yet.

and i am definitely much happier now, much much happier. i hope i don't get into anymore shits, it sucks so bad. haha.

today was vivo! after the Workshop in school. honestly, whatever was done there, was, useless la. this is my point of view okie. half of the planners were'nt present. which is already a big nonsense. aiya, so many things going on. just hoping everything goes well on the day itself (:i'm sure it will.

BAND SENIORS: we'll be having a combined concert sometime in late march!! will post exact details soon. COME COME!! i'm sure u all miss me. hahaha. kidding. but i miss u guys!

THIS IS THE AFTER EIGHT : WHITE CHOCOLATE VERSION!!

i... am...... drooling.. right now..................... I WANT THE CHOC SO BAD! ):

2007-02-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH.

LOOK AT THE EVER SO YUMMY AFTER EIGHT CHOCOSSS!!!!!!!

Those small boxes which only contains 5 chocos costs: $1.85

The big huge box with about 50 in it costs: $7.90(!!)

I got it at Mustafa Centre, yeah wth!

I dont mind going through the smelly people to get this chocos again.

That so made my day! weeeeeeee.

and now i'm going to study!!

with those chocos beside me! (=

2007-02-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

Band performance rocked like crazy.

Sway was indeed very fun. i likeeeeeeeeee.

Challenge was hmmmmmmmm, not so bad.

so sad we only played 2 songs, oh well.

its okay, a Gold for SYF, would do just fine.

after that was, LAN-ing & Ghost Rider!!

with Dale, Johnston, Gerri, at Clementi.

w them you can never stop laughing. oh god.

makes me go crazy literally.

Sir, came w us too. ahhaahhaa.

CS rocked like nuts. fun as ever.

yay. long since i played CS. wee.

after that wasssss, ghost rider at Jurong.

many, many things happened.

Gerri spilled coke from 2nd floor -.- all the way down to 1st floor.

Joyce came along w us too! (: hohhoho. NCO Bestfriend.

Hmmmm, Movie was superb, top of the world, nice!

and now, i shall start saving money all over again =.= hais.

Joyceywoycey!! missed her!
de_dust2

omggggggggggggg 0.0
hhaha, today was town-ing with Jayne, Geok Cheng and Myself.
WeiJie only joined us for awhile to collect his jeans.
was rushing to buy stuff as most of the shops were closing.
walked back and forth quite a few times.
GC got most of her things! She was lucky the shops didnt close.
hahaha. so funneh.
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hurray for holidays!!
omgggggggggg, i so need to rest.
and study. and rest!!
after lorryloads of working my arse off.
shall enjoy while it lasts.
sai la. tml is shitass nonsense gg on! >.> zzzzzzz.
oh well.
HAPPY CNY!!!
(:
may u get lotsa money!

2007-02-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

lol. i was trying to rmb you acc and i got in!
anyways, happy valentines day! :D

2007-02-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

quick update before i get ta slp!
well, probably won't be blogging much due to a lot of things to be done.
phew, everyday is so happening, so hectic.
despite all that, i think im gaining weight, random but! i am! grrr.

Friday stayed back to do some planning.
really productive i guess. also a time to just have fun and relax. wonderful.
and some bball. okay, since when do i play sports?

got irritated with myself cause i cldnt find the answers to the malay compre.
took me god damn long.
nevertheless, i tried, hope its correct, because if its freaking not.............................
............................. i'll try again.

i'm really getting involved with my classmates.
smth which i shld have done a long time ago. wth.
but oh well, one more year to go! weeeeeeeeee.
i can see that 5/1 nx yr is gonna be one kickass class. (:
sialah, confidence! lol.

anyway, alll, tc. god bless.